It has not even been a week since I delivered Nathan and today is my birthday. For the rest of my life we will share birthdays in the same week. This morning I laid in bed and cried. I miss Nathan so much! Will my birthday ever be a happy day? Or will it only bring me tears and sadness?
I don't know how to be happy when I just lost my son. How could anyone be happy after losing their son? I have a wonderful family and husband that want nothing more than to make my birthday and amazing day. If I can not be happy on my birthday, I at least can see how truly blessed I am. I am blessed to have the most amazing husband who will go to the ends of the earth to make me happy. I am blessed to have a family that will do anything to make my day special. I am blessed to have wonderful friends that wish me a happy birthday.
Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.
James 1:12
Praise God for His faithfulness in giving us a child!
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